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I have said that I would do this many times....I have shopped around.... and DUNDADUNDADDA I am moving my journal to blogger.... here is the link ...... please keep following me there! :)

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Makeup


 I have to admit that I do not wear make up daily.  I actually wear only a limited amount if any at all during the work week. Not that I want to look like a hag or anything, I think it all started when my babies were little and I was going to work at 5 am at the dry cleaners back in the day. NO ONE wore make up there! You sweat like you were in a sauna all day.  But it got me in a habit of sleeping as late as I possilby could and only allowing minum minutes to get everyone one ready and out the door in a hurry. I am still in a hurry in the morning.  I wake the very last minute I can, my kiddos are old enough to get ready all by themselves now (thank the heavens).  I get them up then I go back to bed lol waiting for that last second before I HAVE TO GET UP.  I could get on up and take more time on myself, but snuggling next to my man in the nice warm cozy bed sounds so much better!   I could take 5 minutes longer and apply a little makeup so I don't think time is the reason why I don't wear it.  I reckon I feel makeup is more of a fix up kinda of thing.  Kinda like play time, or when I want to feel special or look my best.   I rarely take a photo without makeup lol but I could and wouldn't mind it, just probably would not be my favorite picture of myself.  I go out of the house often without the face "did" up.  So does that make me brave? I mean I have imperfections like others and look much better with the make up on, but I choose not to wear it?  I see people whom I have to admitt that I have never seen without make up on in my whole life......they are beautiful all the time.  Why don't I want to  be that person?  I dunno?   I put my face on and try to fix the do, when my man is treating me to a date or dinner or we are doing something special, otherwise I opt not to wear it much.  

Oct. 14th, 2009



THE ABC’S OF ME

A – ADVOCATE FOR:  Kindness, honesty, Healthcare reform, Beating dead beat dads....

B – BEST FEATURE: I have a wild sense of humor, and big tatas.

C – COULD DO WITHOUT: My belly, and all my "fluffy" ness.

D – DREAMS & DESIRES:  a job that I actually enjoy again, maintain a comfortable home, make enough money to pay the bills, and have some fun too, have my family happy always and share good times with friends.

E – ESSENTIAL ITEMS:   Diet mt dew, money, laptop, books/tv, cellphone.

F – FAVORITE PAST TIME: Spending time with Tbone and my chillrin', SLEEPING!!!!, Reading, watching TV.

G – GOOD AT:  I can be creative if I put forth the effort.  I am good at cleaning house, doing my job, taking care of a family, and well I don't have many talents.

H – HAVE NEVER TRIED:  Jumping out of a plane, deep sea diving, oh lawd there are tooo many to list.

I – IF I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS:  Pay off debt, by a car, by a home, go on a few vacations, pay for my kiddos education and invest the rest....I might actually quit my job and go to school for a few years to be something really interesting and make more money!

J – JUNKIE FOR: Tbone's salsa, hot wings, ribs, steak, martini's, margaritas, and my diet dews.

K – KINDRED SPIRIT:   I am blessed with people who accept me for me, and this is great but not everyone thinks the way I do.  But I am pretty unique 

L – LITTLE KNOWN FACT:  I am the heaviest I have ever been in my life! UGH right!  Oh yeah and "I see dead people" (just kiddin).

M – MEMORABLE MOMENT:  The birth of my children, graduating high school, graduating college, my brother's graduation from med school, beach trips with Thomas, beach trips with the family, Smokey mountain trip with Thomas, buying my first home......

N – NEVER AGAIN WILL I:  I will never go through a divorce again, I will never have another baby :(  , I will never be 16 again (haha), I will never repeat the regrets I live with now. 

O – OCCASIONAL INDULGENCE:  I indulge myself every week with mexican.  mmmm mexican.... FOOD!!! You pervert!   It always has something to do with food usually.  I never indulge myself with fancy clothes or anything of that nature, and only once in my life my 33rd birthday I treated myself to a massage.  I felt after 33 years I deserved that.  Now, that is something I SHOULD indulge in more often.

P – PROFESSION:  Mom, lover, friend, partner, chauffer, cook, maid, medical/physician assistant, solver of problems, peace keeper, punisher, launderer (lol is that a word), weirdo, helper, teacher, trainer, goofball........

Q – QUOTE: "If you believe in yourself and have dedication and pride - and never quit, you'll be a winner. The price of victory is high but so are the rewards." Paul "BEAR" Bryant.

R – REASON TO SMILE:  My children and being able to watch them grow, my boyfriend for having someone to share my life with, having friends and family who care about me.

S – SORRY ABOUT:  Being short tempered, bitching too much about stuff that is not that important.  Not being a better friend, that time I had hurt someone I loved, not being a better mother......

T -THINGS THAT ARE WORRYING YOU RIGHT NOW:  What tomorrow will bring, when will my foot heal, having a teenaged daughter, my son saying I don't love him (he was mad, I know but it makes me worry), Thomas and my kids relationship makes me worry, my dads health makes me worry, my mom and my relationship worries me....lawd I am a worry wart.

U – UNINTERESTED IN: Scifi flicks/shows, NFL football and some other sports .... but not all fo them.  I also do not find interest in unhappy negative thoughts that do nothing but bring others down.  If you are sad, be sad....but don't try to bring everyone around you down.....I work for my positive attitude and don't want it stolen from me.

V – VERY SCARED OF: Losing someone close to me.

W – WORST HABITS:  Overeating lol, not exercising (does that count?), Cussing like a sailor, not keeping my house up to my own standards hehe....

X – X MARKS MY IDEAL VACATION SPOT:  You wanna talk far off... I would love to go to Australia or England or Italy.....closer to home,  I would love to go to New York City or Las Vegas.  But for my usual and most enjoyable places I have been.... The beach and Smokey mountains!

Y – YUMMIEST DESSERT:  Million dollar pie.  Strawberry Pretzel Salad ohhhhhhhhh and we can not forget the fat free strawberry cake at Lets do lunch!

Z – ZODIAC SIGN:  Taurus.... what you haven't realize that I am bull headed by now?


Bitchin'


The rain is pouring down, my foot is still swollen, and I have no money lol. If that is not enough to make a person blah.... I can come up with many many more reasons too. My job sucks big donkey dicks, no not literally! Gosh. My house needs to be remodeled, redocorated, and well some tender love n care. My car has not had a bath in months... and with the trees in the yard that is not a pretty site to see. My kids are lazy, and my own emotions have no warning labels on them though they desperately need them. My cat keeps fleas no matter what the hell I do. She can't decide if she will remain and indoor or an outdoor cat. She pissed on my couch on more than one occasion and I just can't seem to forgive her for that. When you think about it, there are alot of things to be blah about. BUT dundadunda! I will not be blah for long! I will simply bitch it out and say the hell with it, today's a new day and you know what? My life is good! Especially if this is all I have to bitch about! :)

why haven't you heard from me?


I don't know... laziness? Much has happened since my last post. SOOOOOOOO I will do a bullet list to update.
  • Thomas celebrated his 42nd birthday, I bought him a tent so we can go on nice camping trips.
  • Work has been uber stressful lately.
  • Thomas has a kick ass graveyard in the front yard which has lights that dance to music.... Sample of songs: Monster mash, Addam's family, Thriller, AC/DC, and many more!
So that is not a lot. Hmmm I can't think of much more right now. But.... let me catch up on today!
  • Destiny sang the Star Spangled Banner this morning for the Decatur Cross Country Meet
  • I stepped in a damn hole leaving her performance to sprain my ankle...which is totally pissin' off. It sucks not to have full mobility.

Life has been good as I am a blessed woman. I can't wait to have the rest of Halloween finished and friends/family over to celebrate with us. I look forward to what the Christmas show will hold this year. I look forward to cold weather as my hormonal hot flashes are driving me crazy this month has been HORRIBLE! I hate walking with crutches. They said it could take two days or two weeks for my ankle to heal. There is no way in hell that I could walk on my foot right now..... I am hopeful the 2 days is accurate for injury as I do not know how I could possibly do my job with crutches and have no leave to take off an extra day. So I say to this foot.... "Foot you have today and tomorrow and that is IT!" so now I sit here on my booty and have my family wait on me. I could get use to this, although I only have it for today and tomorrow... you hear that FOOT! For lunch my sweety picked me up some Church's chicken because I love it so. I do love it. But my tummy does not! With a bummed foot and being unable to WALK those two combinations do not work well with tummy issues. If I can keep from crappin' on myself today it will be a good day after all. lol TMI I know. Here is my baby girl singing today... I am no videographer so the video sucks as it was taken on my digital camera and well I am an ametuer, but my baby did wonderful! It was her first time to sing solo in big crowd and it was cold and wet. I think she ROCKED!

EDITED 10/13/09 TO INCLUDE LINK TO VIDEO BECAUSE I AM A DUMBASS AND DIDN'T CHECK THAT BEFORE!   www.youtube.com/watch  ENJOY!

Hiking Trip



Monday (Labor day) we decided to adventure out on a nice little hiking trip.  We mapped out and planned a route, Thomas researched the area we would go and drove to Russelville to get to the trail head for the Thompson creek trail.... on a search for the big poplar tree that is suppose to be the largest tree in North Alabama.  There should be waterfalls and such on this trail and I am always up for an adventure.  Soooo we gathered a change of clothes proper attire, back packs with snacks and waters and such and headed out.  The drive was nice.  We found the trail head just as we planned.

Here are some photos to look at:



Anyway... to try to make a long story short.  We walked the trail about mile.... this trail is not heavly walked and we were deep in the woods, I have to admit I was not prepared for the number of snakes we saw.  The first was a black snake, it seemed spooked by us and kept to itself.  Then we saw a little silver/gray baby snake right by the water we had to pass.  We kept going past it...I was leading the pack this time.  Watching ahead for snakes, but keep this in mind there are tree vines and such on our path and this is a trail that is not kept up regularly like say green mountain trail or something.  I was looking ahead and raised my right leg to realize that I was only two more steps away from a big copperhead snake..... I am not talking about a baby one. I am talking about a 3 foot long 2-3 inch round big mother f'n snake.  It blended right in and I thought it was another freaking tree vine on the path... I didn't give this snake time to see if it was going to mind its own business... Thomas seemed to have thought it might.  But after the third snake and this HUGE one blocking the darn pathway I said that was enough... so I wimped out and we called it a day. We actually high tailed it out of there as I was on edge and totally freaked out by how damn close I just got to that snake.  I learned one thing.  I will not go back without something that I can defend myself with when it comes to snakes....whatever that may be.  Wait make that two things... my camera never crossed my mind with any of these snakes, maybe it is simply because I am terrified by them and I never want to look at one that close through a lens.  

NOTE: Some may know me from my childhood and how I had a big snake on my waterbed once... ever since that tramatizing event snakes and I do not bound well.  I am totally freaked out by them.  I mean like a cry baby freaked out by them!

I want to go back.  I want to see the tree and the waterfalls and such.  OHHHHHHHHH I will do this!  I will face my fears.... I just need weapons!

 

Continue Bday



Desmond had a good birthday for the most part.  He was a happy lil boy today.  There was one catch as with my luck ....no our luck there is always something bound to happen.  He got a small drum set valued at 50-60 dollars and when the box was opened and everything hooked up it DOES NOT WORK! That is pissy considering it was a birthday present.  But he had so much fun with his NCAA 2010 psp game I don't think he missed it really.  Here are some photos from today!



I love his smiling face!!!!

11 years old.


VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!  I simply can not believe my baby is 11 years old today, there are no words to express how I feel right now......I am so happy to watch you grow and mature into a little man, but parts of me wish I could still hold you in my hands.  How fast this happened, where does time go?  It won't be long and you will be all grown.  Oh my how these thoughts sadden me, but the joy of watching you grow, the happiness you have added to my life.  I have been so blessed with you.  I am very proud of you!   I love you.  My baby.... even though you are 11 and don't want me hugging you in public lol   Happy Birthday! 


Can you say oink?


All the talk about Swine flu has made me ridiculously sick.    People blowing up about it, its just the flu.  The flu sucks.  There are many different strainds of it and unfortunetly always will be.  That being said.  I never take flu shots.  I work in the medical field and never take them, why?  I have had the flu once in my life and got it only 4 weeks after receiving my one and only flu shot.  Now mind you I am not against having the shot at all.  By all means if you are prone to catching the flu, or have other health issues that may make the flu even more harmful for you I would recommend it most certainly.   But, me and my family have been blessed and after all these years I had the one and only case of the flu (after the flu shot) in my home. 

September 1st 2009, is a new day for my family.

Destiny called me yesterday at school saying she was feeling horrible and she couldn't concentrate on her school work she felt so bad with headache and sore throat.  I went and picked her up at school, carried her home and gave her some tylenol and mucinex to kind of remedy it yesterday.  She did not feel well all night.  This morning I didn't even wake her because she was up most of the night coughing, I felt her head and definetly a fever no need to even use a thermometer.  I called in to work, and tried to contact her doctor.  I carried her to the doctor and when we were finally seen, the nurse said "sounds like the flu", I am thinking surely not!  PLEASE NO!!!!   The nurse proceeds to do a flu test (Swab of her nose) and comes back moments later saying "yep, its the flu".  I still wait on the doctor.  He conducts an exam and while doing so asks Destiny if she had been eating alot of pork? Then asked if she has been oink'n lately.  I am thinking in my head NOT FUNNY, but he was making light of the situation.  He then says "yes it is swine flu".  Then I face the fact that my baby girl is real sick and she will get better but she has to tough through this first. Blah blah blah

It hits me moments later after I quit worrying about her so much and focus on the rest of us.  Yes the rest of the family that live in the same home with Destiny.  And, not only do I need to get in panic mode and disinfect the areas she has been and get the family informed on how not to transfer the germs and protect themselves but ... brace yourself... BUT... OMG... WE ARE GOING TO THE GEORGIA DOME ON SATURDAY FOR THE BAMA GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We can not be sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The doctor says Destiny should be better soon and that she may even return to school as early as Friday.  If the rest of us can keep from getting it we will all be just fine.  So I am keeping my figures crossed and try to keep our hands cleaned and hopeful that no one else will get this nasty bug.

As for flu shots next year? I will leave it up to each individual if they choose to get one I will ensure that they  have it available to them.  If I will get one? Guess it depends on if I get the flu again or not.

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